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Church in the Wilderness 5

 

Numbers 9:15-23 – The LORD Who leads

 

On Friday morning I spent some time with Fred Crouch, an older member of our congregation.  He’s nearly blind, pretty deaf, very frail, has bad angina but he loves Jesus.  He was talking about how much he missed farming.  He was a farmer you see and he told me he missed milking the cows and he missed driving the tractor, he missed living on the land.  And I said to him, Fred, just this morning I read in Romans chapter 8 that we’re looking forward to the redemption of our bodies.  And in fact the redemption of the whole world.  New bodies, new eyes and ears and hearts on a new earth.  I said, Fred, when Jesus comes back, you can farm all you like.  And I tried to paint this picture of the future and Fred’s nodding as I tell him, We’ll all be raised and made new when we’re in Jesus’ presence.

And Fred turned to look at me with his good eye and he said ‘We’re in His presence now.’  

We’re in His presence now.  Fred didn’t say anything to me that morning with as much conviction as he said that.  We’re in His presence now.  You can really tell that he lives by that truth.  We’re in His presence now. 

And that’s what this week is about in our series on the Church in the Wilderness.  We look forward to a glorious hope in the Lord’s presence in the future – but we have His presence now.

The Israelites were saved out of Egypt for the promised land, but they had to go through the wilderness.  We were saved by Jesus from our sins, saved for new creation life.  But in the meantime we have to go through a wilderness time of testing, hardship, discipline

But even so – we’re in His presence now.  We will enjoy His presence in new ways and in new dimensions then.  But we have His presence now.  But we don’t always feel it.

Last week we saw the grumbling of the Israelites.  When they got hungry and thirsty they grumbled.  And chapter 17:7 tells us the essence of their grumbles:  They said to one another “Is the LORD among us or not?"  That’s the response of an unbelieving people – Is the LORD among us or not?

Well He struck Egypt with ten almighty plagues.  He split the Red Sea so that they walked through it on dry ground.  He came between them and the Egyptians and fought against them for the Israelites.  He’s been personally leading them in a giant pillar that’s cloud by day and fire by night.  He’s appeared to them as the Glory of the LORD.  He has stood on the rock in front of the whole assembly as Moses splits it to provide water.  But nonetheless the Israelites say to one another, Is the LORD among us or not?

Fred sits in his flat and knows – as deeply as he knows anything – that the LORD is in his midst.  Do I?  Do you?

That’s what we’re going to think about.

We’re going to think about the LORD’s presence as

Satisfying, Summoning, Surprising, Step-by-step and Sure.

First – satisfying.

Look at verse 15:

On the day the tabernacle, the Tent of the Testimony, was set up, the cloud covered it. From evening till morning the cloud above the tabernacle looked like fire.

The LORD is with His people in a cloud by day and fire by night.

Which is very handy because what do you need if you’re walking through a desert?  You need shade by day, heat and light by night. 

Here’s what we’re being taught: the Lord does not lead them anywhere without also equipping them.  They have the shade they need, the heat and light they need.  You can imagine a conversation between an Israelite and the LORD.  The Israelite says “LORD, you can’t lead me to the shore of the Red Sea I’m trapped.”  The LORD says, “Yes I can lead you this way, and no you aren’t trapped.  Here’s the way through.”  The Israelite says “You can’t lead us into the desert, we’ll starve.”  The LORD says, “Yes I can lead you into the desert and no you won’t starve.  Here’s the bread of heaven.”  The Israelite says “You can’t sustain 3 million people in the desert, we’ll die of thirst.”  The LORD says “Yes I can sustain you, no you won’t die of thirst – Here’s a miraculous torrent of water gushing from the rock.”  The Israelites say “You can’t keep us going for 40 years, our clothes will wear out and our feet will swell.”  Again and again throughout the bible it says “Their clothes did not wear out and their feet did not swell” because the LORD sustained them.  They needed shade – He came to them in a cloud.  They needed light and heat, He came to them in fire.

Whatever their needs, He satisfied.  Wherever He leads, He also equips.

And that’s just the day to day needs He satisfies.  But the cloud of the LORD’s presence also represents a deeper satisfaction.  Notice how the cloud is associated strongly with the tabernacle – the tent of testimony.  Well turn to Exodus 33:7-11

7 Now Moses used to take a tent and pitch it outside the camp some distance away, calling it the "tent of meeting". Anyone enquiring of the LORD would go to the tent of meeting outside the camp. 8 And whenever Moses went out to the tent, all the people rose and stood at the entrances to their tents, watching Moses until he entered the tent. 9 As Moses went into the tent, the pillar of cloud would come down and stay at the entrance, while the LORD spoke with Moses. 10 Whenever the people saw the pillar of cloud standing at the entrance to the tent, they all stood and worshipped, each at the entrance to his tent. 11 The LORD would speak to Moses face to face, as a man speaks with his friend. Then Moses would return to the camp, but his young assistant Joshua son of Nun did not leave the tent.

Here Moses describes some incredible encounters with the LORD.  Here is the face to face LORD – we’ve thought in previous weeks about how the face-to-face hands on LORD is not the unseen Father, but it’s the Son of God before He was born at Christimas.  So here is incredible intimacy with the face-to-face LORD and it’s all associated with the pillar of cloud.  The LORD doesn’t only satisfy our physical needs day to day, at times He also gives us a satisfaction of the soul.  Face to face as a man speaks with his friend. 

Do you know something of this soul-satisfying presence of the LORD?  The wilderness is not a time of God’s absence you know.  Actually the LORD leads us into the wilderness to give us more of Himself, not less.  He wants to starve us of the mundane and satisfy us with Himself.

It’s a truth that the 19th century American Evangelist D.L. Moody learnt.  He’d lost his house and his church in the great fire of Chicago.  He came to New York to raise money for his church and many other churches and orphanages in Chicago.  But it was in this state that Moody had a deep encounter with God.

Here’s what he wrote in his journal: 

I was crying all the time God would fill me with his Spirit. Well, one day in the city of New York - oh, what a day! - I cannot describe it, I seldom refer to it; it is almost too sacred an experience to name. Paul had an experience of which he never spoke for fourteen years. I can only say that God revealed Himself to me, and I had such an experience of His love that I had to ask him to stay his hand.

I went to preaching again. The sermons were not different; I did not present any new truths; and yet hundreds were converted. I would not be placed back where I was before that blessed experience for all the world - it would be as the small dust of the balance (Moody 1900:149).

In the wilderness we have the satisfying presence of the LORD.  And those who really encounter Him say ‘I would rather have the desert with my LORD, than well-fed in Egypt.’  I would rather have hardship with Christ, than ease without Him.  The wilderness teaches us that the LORD is present with us and satisfies us not just in spite of trouble but sometimes especially because of trouble.

But as soon as I say that, we need to move onto the second point.  The LORD’s presence is not just satisfying, it’s also summoning.

What do I mean by that?  It’s the idea that the LORD doesn’t just satisfy us but He summons us, calls us, order us, directs us.  Notice back in Numbers 9 that the cloud of the presence is on the move.

Verse 17, when the cloud lifts from the tent, they move.  When it settles, they encamp again.  The LORD is not just to be enjoyed for the satisfaction He brings – He is to be followed.  And must be followed even as He leads us further on into the wilderness and further away from Egypt.  The people were constantly hankering after Egypt.  They’d developed these ridiculous rose-coloured glasses about their former life.  But the LORD had made the Red Sea a one-way street.  There was no going back for the Israelites, He would lead them on further into the wilderness.  And the people were to follow. 

The presence of the LORD not only satisfied the people, He led them, He summoned them to go His way.

That’s important for us to grasp.  We love the idea of being satisfied.  We would love to have the D.L. Moody experience.  But no-one wants the hardship that led to the experience.  Moody was satisfied as He followed His Lord into hardship.  We can’t want to enjoy the Lord and not want to follow Him. 

I remember hearing a Billy Graham sermon once from 50 years ago.  And I love Billy Graham, I think he’s been an incredible gift to the church.  But as he was encouraging people to give their lives to Christ he had this line.  He said “Be a lawyer, be a doctor, be a teacher, just take Christ with you.”

As soon as I heard that I raised an eyebrow.  Because that’s not how it’s described in the bible.  In the bible – Christ takes you with Him.  It’s not so much Him coming your way, it’s you going His way.  When Jesus met with the tax collector called Levi, Levi did not say to Jesus ‘Come follow me.’  Jesus said to Levi ‘Come follow me.’ And maybe Jesus leads you back into your old job, or maybe Jesus takes you completely out of your old life.  But He’s in charge.  The cloud is on the move – leading us away from Egypt, will we follow? We can’t have His satisfaction without His summoning.  We have His presence as we go His way.   

Thirdly, the LORD guides us in surprising ways.

 

We’ve noted this verse before, but it’s worth remembering Exodus 13:17

Exodus 13:17 When Pharaoh let the people go, God did not lead them on the road through the Philistine country, though that was shorter.

Instead He takes them to the shoreline of the Red Sea.  He stirs up Pharaoh and the Egyptians to chase the Israelites.  And in Exodus 14:7 He says why…

17 I will harden the hearts of the Egyptians so that they will go in after them. And I will gain glory through Pharaoh and all his army, through his chariots and his horsemen. 18 The Egyptians will know that I am the LORD when I gain glory through Pharaoh, his chariots and his horsemen."

It is more glorious for God to save us and lead us surprisingly.  It brings more glory to the LORD to bring us through hardship and trouble.  The LORD will regularly choose to lead us NOT this way, but this way.  And to even work through our disobedience and supervise our wanderings.  

You see this was the path the Israelites would have taken if they obeyed the LORD…

This is the path they eventually took because of their disobedience…

But none of these are the ways the Israelites would have chosen.

The LORD leads surprisingly.  Not the way we’d do it. 

And when I use the word ‘surprisingly’ it doesn’t really get at the shock and horror we feel when the LORD leads us somewhere we think is a total mistake.  When the Israelites were led to the Red Sea they said “Is it because there weren’t any graves in Egypt that yuou brought us all out to kill us.”  They weren’t just surprised.  They were shocked and appalled.  And in your moments there will be moments, probably lots of them where you are sorely tempted to think Jesus has either fallen asleep at the wheel of your life or He has driven you over a cliff.  ‘Surprise’ doesn’t quite do justice to the horror we feel that the LORD is not following our plans.  But allow that shock to do its job.  Because here is what we’re really shocked about: We are shocked that the LORD has plans of His own. We are shocked that He’s not following our carefully plotted agenda.  But we shouldn’t be surprised that the LORD leads surprisingly.  Not if He’s the LORD.

And we shouldn’t be surprised if it turns out our plans are exceedingly narrow and need to be blown out of the water from time to time.  Because think about it: we don’t know how to get through a Red Sea.  So we’d never plan on taking that route.  God can get through the Red Sea, so His list of options is far beyond ours.  Because God can do lots more than we can, He can and will think of some really surprising routes for our lives.  And when we face our next Red Sea we can say ‘I don’t know how to get through this, but the LORD’s led me here so, let’s see what glory can come to Him out of this.’

The LORD leads surprisingly.  And He also leads step by step.

That’s what our passage teaches isn’t it?  Numbers 9:22-23:

22 Whether the cloud stayed over the tabernacle for two days or a month or a year, the Israelites would remain in camp and not set out; but when it lifted, they would set out. 23 At the LORD's command they encamped, and at the LORD's command they set out. They obeyed the LORD's order, in accordance with his command through Moses.

The LORD is teaching them great patience.  Sometimes they stayed put a day, sometimes a year.  But they went when the LORD went and stayed when He stayed.  It’s a lesson very much in keeping with the lesson of the manna. Do you remember from last week? The bread that the LORD provided came day by day.  You couldn’t horde it for tomorrow or it would rot.  And if you went out on the Sabbath to get extra, there wouldn’t be any.  They had to trust the LORD day by day.  They had everything they needed for that day.  And whatever they needed for tomorrow they were to trust to the LORD for tomorrow.  Similar lessons in contentment and patience are being taught here.  Step by step guidance from the LORD. 

The letter of James in the New Testament has some great teaching on step by step guidance.  He says:

James 4 13 Now listen, you who say, "Today or tomorrow we will go to this or that city, spend a year there, carry on business and make money." 14 Why, you do not even know what will happen tomorrow. What is your life? You are a mist that appears for a little while and then vanishes. 15 Instead, you ought to say, "If it is the Lord's will, we will live and do this or that."

There’s a way of making plans that is incredibly arrogant, says James.  He goes on to talk about how presuming to know your future is just boastful.  We think of ourselves as though we are the LORD in the pillar of cloud, boldly setting off and making our own way.  We don’t realize we are the Israelites waiting on Him, day by day. 

Now James here doesn’t say you can’t make plans.  It’s just in v15 he says always do it knowing ‘If it’s the Lord’s will, we will.’  If it’s the Lord’s will we will leave Egypt, head straight for Canaan keeping the Mediteranean on our left and we’ll be in the promised land in a fortnight.  If He is pleased to lead us like that, that’s what we’ll do.  And if He’s pleased to lead us straight to the Red Sea and if He’s pleased to stir up Pharaoh’s army against us so that we are in mortal danger, that’s what we’ll do too.

But He has the wisdom to plan the future, I don’t.

That’s such an important lesson to learn. To be guided step by step.  To trust the LORD for today and trust tomorrow to His wisdom.

But what freedom we could have if we lived this way.  John Lennon said ‘Life is what happens to you while you’re busy making plans.’  There we are plotting our little life goals and all the while life is happening to us.  How liberating to actually trust tomorrow’s journey to tomorrow, and enjoy the LORD’s presence today.

There’s incredible peace on offer if we learn to be guided step-by-step.  But finally, let’s think about the SURE presence of the LORD.  And this really is key.

The Israelites wondered among themselves – Is the LORD among us or not?  Even after all they’d seen, they wondered Is the LORD among us?  How do we know He’s really with us?  Especially when He’s so surprising and so slow – is He really with us?  How can we be sure?

Well let’s just finish by thinking about the pillar of cloud and fire for a minute.

This combination of cloud and fire has been a sign of the LORD’s presence for almost 500 years prior to the wilderness wanderings.  Turn back to Genesis 15.  Here we are winding back the clock almost 5 centuries to the time of Abraham.  Here in Genesis 15, Abraham has just been told that his offspring will inherit the promised land.  They will.

8 But Abram said, "O Sovereign LORD, how can I know that I shall gain possession of it?" 9 So the LORD said to him, "Bring me a heifer, a goat and a ram, each three years old, along with a dove and a young pigeon."

Basically these animals are all the sacrificial animals.  You can just about make any blood sacrifice from Leviticus from these animals.

10 Abram brought all these to him, cut them in two and arranged the halves opposite each other; the birds, however, he did not cut in half.

So he kills these sacrifices, cuts them in half and makes a corridor between the halves of the carcasses.  Now we know from elsewhere in the bible that this is how you cut a covenant (eg Jer 34:18-20).  God is making a covenant with Abraham.

What’s a covenant.  A covenant is a promise to bind yourself to another person.

Marriage is a covenant – you say ‘I will love you.’  And not just ‘If you do X, Y, and Z, I will be contractually obliged to love you between the hours of 5 and 7 on a Thursday evening.’  That would be a contract.  A covenant says ‘I will – for better for worse, for richer for poorer, in sickness and in health – I will.’  And the LORD makes a covenant with us.  The most basic form of the LORD’s covenant throughout the Bible is this: “I will be your God, and you will be my people.”

And you say, that’s sweet, but why all the dead bodies around?  Last wedding I was at, the decorations were a little more tasteful.  Well, in the Bible, the dead bodies were a way of making an oath. You would pass between the pieces of these animals and you would be saying ‘So let it be done to me if I fail to deliver on my promise.’

There’s an example of this in Jeremiah 34, basically, if you walk through these pieces you’re saying “You can treat me like these butchered animals if I don’t keep up my side of the deal.”  We have a silly version of this in the school-yard rhyme: ‘Cross my heart and hope to die, stick a needle in my eye.’  We’re saying, if I’m lying you can cut me up.  Now we don’t mean it when we say stuff like that – in the Bible, they meant it.  “Tear me apart if I don’t come through for you.”  That’s a serious promise, that’s a covenant promise.

But I want you to see what’s happening here.  The LORD doesn’t make Abram walk through the pieces.  What happens?

12 As the sun was setting, Abram fell into a deep sleep, and a thick and dreadful darkness came over him. 13 Then the LORD said to him, "Know for certain that your descendants will be strangers in a country not their own [Egypt], and they will be enslaved and ill-treated four hundred years. 14 But I will punish the nation they serve as slaves, and afterwards they will come out with great possessions.

A wonderfully accurate prediction of what would happen.  But then look on to v17, here is how Abraham will KNOW that his offspring will possess the land:

17 When the sun had set and darkness had fallen, a smoking brazier with a blazing torch appeared and passed between the pieces. 18 On that day the LORD made a covenant with Abram and said, "To your descendants I give this land, from the river of Egypt to the great river, the Euphrates-- 19 the land of the Kenites, Kenizzites, Kadmonites, 20 Hittites, Perizzites, Rephaites, 21 Amorites, Canaanites, Girgashites and Jebusites."

Abraham does not walk through the pieces.  He’s not contributing to this.  We don’t make the covenant with the LORD, He makes the covenant with us.  The LORD passes through the pieces represented by (v17) smoke and fire.

Abraham is not pledging to keep up his end, the LORD is pledging to keep up both ends of the covenant.  The LORD says to us “If I don’t keep up my end of the bargain you can kill me.  And if you don’t  keep up your end you can kill me.”  I’ll take responsibility for my failure and I’ll take responsibility for your failure.  That is unconditional, unearned, unprecedented, committed, blood-earnest, covenant love.

God’s saying, “If I fail, I’ll die.  And if you fail, I’ll die.  But come what may, through bloody sacrifice, through suffering, pain and tears: I will be your God and you will be my people.  I’d rather die than lose you.  I will die to hold onto you.  Our marriage cannot fail.  It’s written in my blood – I will uphold my end, I will uphold your end if it costs me everything.”

And of course we didn’t hold up our end, we were never going to hold up our end.  And it did cost Him everything.  You see there was another day of thick and dreadful darkness.  There was one Friday when the LORD Himself was torn apart and His blood shed.  He was as good as His word.  He would rather die than lose us, and He laid down His life to keep us.

How can Abraham know that his offspring will possess the land?  Because the LORD has pledged His own life as a guarantee.  And He’s done it in a cloudy firey presence.  And so when the LORD actually does bring the people up from Egypt centuries later He appears among them in the cloudy firey pillar, reminding them that He is upholding His covenant oath.  It would be like a husband appearing to his wife in his wedding suit to reassure her that he still was determined to be her husband no matter what had happened.  Throughout the wilderness wanderings the LORD appears in this way – the fiery-cloudy covenant God, the LORD Who pledges Himself to you in death and blood.  The promise-keeping, love-you-to-death, God of Abraham, He is the One who is with you.  And before any of these Israelites were born, the LORD had made this covenant.  In spite of failures of every kind that they would make, the LORD had made this covenant – He underwrites even their failures with His own blood.

The Israelites ask, Is the LORD among us?  The firey cloudy pillar is the answer.  He swears on His own life to be their God and to bring them into the promised hope. 

And it’s the same for us.  How can we know that Christ is with us in our wilderness experience?  Well before any of us were even born, Christ died on that cross.  His body broken, His blood – which He called the blood of the covenant – was poured out.  Long before you or I had done anything, He made His oath.  And in spite of all our wickedness and failure, He has underwritten our union with His own blood.  Though it cost Him His life and though we contribute only sins to the marriage, He is determined to save us and bring us into the new creation.

He has loved us at our worst.  He has loved us when it cost Him the most.  He has loved us long before we even had a thought for Him.  Now that we are His, do we think He’s going to abandon us?

1 Peter 3:18 says:

Christ died for sins once for all, the righteous for the unrighteous, to bring you to God.

Christ died TO BRING YOU TO GOD.  Do you think He’s going to abandon you on the way.  He’s given everything to get you to glory – He’s not going to forsake you on the way.

So we have His presence.  And it is satisfyingly for all our needs.  It is summoning – He leads and we follow.  It is surprising – He leads according to His agenda not ours.  It is step by step – we’re called to trust Him for today.  And it’s sure – it is guaranteed by the LORD’s own death for us.

Fred was right, we’re in His presence now

 

 

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